A Cool Night

7-1-2012
Sunday
3.02 AM

Total is a cool night...Mayb is few day also morning only sleep...
make my body get weak...so i feel today very cool...very cool..very cool...
is it only weak body only feel cool??
Last week back ipoh, my uncle saw my tummy and laugh me...
Jun...u fat jor ler...see...ur tummy so big jor...so ugly...then laugh with my mum...
Haha...of course i got fat d...because i dun to lose to YOU...
so i had eat a lot...until tummy also come out d...
Good ma...I also wish i can get fat...fat only can feel warm...
at least when at this moment...
U r...so long no write u jor (Blog)...always write u also not a good thing...
need u help me to explore my sad feel....
got few question i need to ask her...but should i go and ask??
after ask...is it the problem can be solve??
I not really like ppl sms until half no reply...
do they know ppl is waiting them reply??
if not free...just send a msg and tell me u are not free...
then i no need like a sozai gam wait so long at there...
until i need to send second msg....
Haiz...suen ba la...
Mayb she din look me as a boy friend ba...
anything also no share with me...
even u unhappy that time..due ur ex say need send thing back to u...
u want to avoid him...so??
avoid him...with no reply my msg can link up??
He make u not happy? but i cannot make u happy back??
mayb ba...i no so much 影响力 ger....
dun know how to make other happy also...
i have no this kind talent...
u want to avoid ex then leave ur bf a side also...Good...
It is Hurt la wei...= ="
the more hurt is...
u dun try to hold back this relationship...
what call " u wont get this feel anymore,cos u can leave me anytime"...
U think i am what??
I am not a toy...i also got feeling ger...
not You say want to come into my life, make me care and then just check out...
or ask me to check out...
the only a question i want to ask..
"Love Me?"
love me...i stay...
if no...just tell it ...i quit...
no love also no point to continue it...
ur heart already no with me...why still need to force urself....
just for a word scare regret future...
If no feel...together also no use d....
so no need scare what regret in future....
no love jor...how regret ler...right??
I no reply u because i dun know how to reply and answer u...
i really 不舍得...because i dun know is u still got any love on me...
if no...i 不舍得 also have to 舍得...i cnt so selfish to hold this relationship...
relationship is both side d...so...if any 1 broken...it is cannot to continue d...
so...i wait you answer...
Night....