Miss Me Right?

13-Oct-11
So long din have write blog d~
cos no time and no mood to write it~
anyway~time to write some emotion d~
for who interest know how my life now~
Morning 11 or 10 wake up~ then drive to school~ come back~ sleep~ wake computer~like kampar~
such a noob life la~but gt 2 roommate la~ is better than last~
let say about my birthday tat day~
actually many people dun know i already in relationship~
Erm~already got half year ++ d~
Haha~ tell u something~ do u believe u can relationship with a girl without know what she face look like~and never meet b4~
I did it~
u ask me why i will do that~ i can tell u~ i also dun know~
love something is cannot find the answer 1~
In this half year~ she got keep messages with me~ maybe is like that~
she get my heart already~and i also will spend time to open she facebook account~ skype account~ twitter account to view it~But i know~you are dislike~
Sometime i found that she got lie or joke on me~
make me so confuse for that~
gt friend ask me dun love so deep~
it will get hurt~
but~ i dun know why i cannot do that~
at my birthday that day~ i wish she can come find me and celebrate with me~
but~putting more high hope~getting more high disappointed~ and i sad of that day~
cos got roommate at room~ i cannot express my emotion in room~ i walk down to the pool~
and try cry out inside the pool~ like that no people can see i crying~
Is ok la~pass already ma~
everyone also have their own life~
i have try ask for address~
if free i wish i can go find her~
but she dun give o~
i have nothing can do right?
haha~
In the other hand, i think i also not a good boy friend la~
come KL 1 month already~ also dun have date her out for shopping or movie~
really~ i have no time for she also~
1 week~sat sun ~back ipoh (to take item to KL)
2 week~sat sun ~back ipoh (Help my uncle temple)
3 week~sat sun ~go genting( with family)
4 week~sat sun ~back ipoh (Help my uncle temple)
5 week~sat sun ~going back kampar (convo)
really~i have no time for she also~Sorry~
She let me understand~ 凡事不能强求~顺其自然~
So now~ i also dun 强求 la~顺其自然ba~ 活得更自在~
i think you may not open my blog to view it~
cos i know~ u do not like me that everyday also open ur profile and view it~
Haha~ no choice~ half of this year~ i already 习惯了 to view it~
That why i say~ blog make people very 矛盾~
wish give other look~ dun wish other look 1~
if gt any question~ comment here ya ^^