Miss Me Right?

13-Oct-11
So long din have write blog d~
cos no time and no mood to write it~
anyway~time to write some emotion d~
for who interest know how my life now~
Morning 11 or 10 wake up~ then drive to school~ come back~ sleep~ wake computer~like kampar~
such a noob life la~but gt 2 roommate la~ is better than last~
let say about my birthday tat day~
actually many people dun know i already in relationship~
Erm~already got half year ++ d~
Haha~ tell u something~ do u believe u can relationship with a girl without know what she face look like~and never meet b4~
I did it~
u ask me why i will do that~ i can tell u~ i also dun know~
love something is cannot find the answer 1~
In this half year~ she got keep messages with me~ maybe is like that~
she get my heart already~and i also will spend time to open she facebook account~ skype account~ twitter account to view it~But i know~you are dislike~
Sometime i found that she got lie or joke on me~
make me so confuse for that~
gt friend ask me dun love so deep~
it will get hurt~
but~ i dun know why i cannot do that~
at my birthday that day~ i wish she can come find me and celebrate with me~
but~putting more high hope~getting more high disappointed~ and i sad of that day~
cos got roommate at room~ i cannot express my emotion in room~ i walk down to the pool~
and try cry out inside the pool~ like that no people can see i crying~
Is ok la~pass already ma~
everyone also have their own life~
i have try ask for address~
if free i wish i can go find her~
but she dun give o~
i have nothing can do right?
haha~
In the other hand, i think i also not a good boy friend la~
come KL 1 month already~ also dun have date her out for shopping or movie~
really~ i have no time for she also~
1 week~sat sun ~back ipoh (to take item to KL)
2 week~sat sun ~back ipoh (Help my uncle temple)
3 week~sat sun ~go genting( with family)
4 week~sat sun ~back ipoh (Help my uncle temple)
5 week~sat sun ~going back kampar (convo)
really~i have no time for she also~Sorry~
She let me understand~ 凡事不能强求~顺其自然~
So now~ i also dun 强求 la~顺其自然ba~ 活得更自在~
i think you may not open my blog to view it~
cos i know~ u do not like me that everyday also open ur profile and view it~
Haha~ no choice~ half of this year~ i already 习惯了 to view it~
That why i say~ blog make people very 矛盾~
wish give other look~ dun wish other look 1~
if gt any question~ comment here ya ^^

If you really want something, you'll find a way. If you don't, you'll find an excuse.

毕业啦~！！

15-sept-2011
Thursday
今天是一个重要的日子来纪念我终于毕业啦~
短短的3年4个月~就这样告一段咯了~
从不读书的变得"被逼"&"勉强" 自己去的读~
给自己一个交代~和给家人一个安心~
现在的社会~没有一张文凭~就很难给自己一个好将来~
在这几年~认识了一班死党~疯疯癫癫的~
吃，喝，玩，乐~嫖（没有），赌，饮，荡，吹（没有）
基本上好的坏的都一起做过~我不会把这3年多的回忆忘记的~
虽然大家都各走各的路~但我相信~我们一定会在聚起来~再次疯疯癫癫的~
告别了金宝~就进入了新的开始~
明天我就要踏入马拉西亚的首都生活了~
据有人言~繁忙都市~不好过~
有人说~繁忙都市~多姿多彩~
明天起~我就去见证下先~哈哈~
明天也开始了我人生的另一个转折点~
和朋友同居~习惯一个生活的我~是否可以和朋友们同居呢~
所谓~相见容易同居难~不懂是否如我所愿的叻？
想飞出鸟笼很久了~哈哈~
现在为止都还没收拾明天去KL的东西~是时候计划下了~ xD
KL不懂会不会找到我的缘分叻~
生日快到了~ 今年的生日~ 也没放太大的期待~
希望平淡的过~ 21 岁了~我不在是小孩了~ 哈哈~
其实现在的我应该出来社会工作~开始储蓄我的老婆本~
但是~出来社会话~我该去何处呢？
Diploma level 在20年前就很吃香~但是~现在的社会~
单单diploma的话已经被淘汰了~街上一大堆大学生~该如何去和他们抢吃~？
做男生其实很辛苦~要为将来自己家的生活~过得好~就要努力工作~担家起整头家~
小孩时想当大人~大人时又想当回小孩~但岁月不留人~
该来的都来~是时候去想想~还有2年的时间~趁着还读书~想自己想来的出路吧~xD

20-7-2011

这世界没有说没了谁是不行的...她只是让你人生过程中有过了一段精彩的回忆...

my feeling right now...

13/6/2011
10.55 p.m

These busy week should be going on...
2 assignment need to hand up...
1 presentation...
1 mid term test...
but........................
2 assignment nt yt touch...(20% complete)
presentation dun knw wat need to present...
test...no study at all...
Monday...Morning 12 wake up...
start siting at computer whole day...
try to do my assignment...but study mood nt with me...
actually this at last min...i will vomit all out...
but nw...i thinking wat she doing nw....
do she miss me..??
she has msg me at morning...
but...i dun knw wat i should reply to her...
if i'm important for she...
why she din take action tat i wan she take...
just simply few click jek...nvm...
u dun wan i also wont force d...
Today....
boring day....sien day...hot day...
make me feel emo.. .
suan la...dun write la..also no mood write...
do assignment ba...!!!!
bye

Confuse !!

I have no idea izit a lying or true...!!!
If it is a lying how...!!!
It true is good...!!!
Scare...!!!
Haiz...............................................
until today....!!!! why....!!!!

A Night~

A night try to want miss people...
but..no people can let me miss...pity

2011年的第一New Post~

7-3-2011
2.13 a.m.

你好吗？很久也没来看是吧？
不知不觉已经有3个月没写了...
其实当中有几天我很想去写下和记录下来...
当时可能忙了些..就没写下来...
其实没写你也没什么不好啦...
就是说我过得好好的...没有不愉快的事...
而今天..是睡不着..也感觉有点EMO的...
就来找你舒解下自己...
老实说..我的人生很淡,静,平凡,无色，不充实..
20岁了...给自己有80岁命...都走了四分之一了...
得到了什么...学会了什么...想些什么...该做什么...
有时候很羡慕一些人可以为自己设下目标...有了目标...就不会浪费人生...
现在的我...还读着书..上着课..为了什么？
老人家说...是为了将来...
将来...又有谁能预料到呢？
哪怕世界末日来了...我还拿着书呢...
世界这么大...有很多事物我都还不知道...
真的很想去世界各地见识见识...
但是实际上，有多少个人可以实浅到..
当离开每天过着上课下课的求学生活...
就会踏入上班下班的上班族...
大部分的人类就是过着这样的生活...从古老到现在依然不会改变的定律...
比如在电影中...观众只留意男女主角..因为监策会安排多姿多彩的人生给他们...
但戏中的"卡拉费"呢...有谁去留意他们呢...
突然很想知道..自己是否站一个重要的角色...
会有人偶尔想起我吗？？
其实人是很善忘的动物...时间久了就会被遗忘...
希望的是不管现在还是将来...当有人说起"叶达进"大家都会记得我是谁就好了...^^
好啦...时候不晚了...早上快到了...还地过平淡的生活上课...晚安啦...^^