It pain...

18-10-2010
monday 21.00
haiz...today receive a news...
this news is she hav a bf alr...
I knw tat it will happen in future also...
bt...duno why until today i also feel pain...sad...
mayb it is a good thing...
can make me more fast put down think about she...
so can go n find other true love...
now i think back...
i really really really more than 5 or 4 year never go and chase a girl alr...
all juz chat or keep be friend only...or sometime meet some feel like like bit d girl also no chase....
duno still knw the skill chase girl anot...
And then...today few my friend during lecture class keep chit chat...n make 1 gamble...
if u can chase lecturer we pay u RM10,000....n Kancil...Myvi...and that long version myvi...
cos our lecturer quite leng lui ger...25 year old...india...!!and giv 1 or 3 month be time limit...walau...
they face show so confident for it...
sometime hope gt skill lik them...chase girl gt many skill...
even lecturer also tat confident...
bt dun b serious la...it juz a joke...
chase lecurer wor..no scare bar meh...
haha...
Feel wana to travel alone to san sum....
haiz...no time for it also...
Noon go a restaurant saw a sentence word quite nice...
人生因为有责任而踏实，若逃避责任就是虚度人生！！！
after saw this...feel tat i still hav my future...
i cannot stand a old place...dun move dun walking...
so...i hope i can look forward...keep on moving...
promise...dun look back for she...she is pass tense....
a lot of future tense and present tense is waiting for me...
go improve ur skill...enjoy ur life back...dun live a black hole life....
If next ten year u open back this blog...sure will make u laugh and laugh de....
YAP TAT JUN....u r 20 alr...u should knw wat to do...gambateh in ur future...!! ^^