26-12-2010
Sunday
23.49 p.m.
Very Very Very long period din write blog d...
so so fast...2010 x'mas pass d...
2011 is coming...
year 2 sem 2 final coming also...
is time to gambeteh study d la yap tat jun
after exam then can enjoy ur new year holiday jor...juz add oil
always lik tat ger...always wish gt ppl ask u study
haiz...remind urself ba...set alarm to study... =(
so fast bo mood cont write...stop here la..c ya..
Sunday, December 26, 2010
Wednesday, December 1, 2010
12月的第一天
23.51 P.M.
1/12/2010
这么快就12月了...其实今天换成以前的我...那我现在应该是很生气的...
打算skip了今天的课...一心回怡保弄lisen + Atm Card...但是却...
没关系啦...想下开心的事...昨天我班的烂赌鬼在家开赌场...而我也去玩下两手...
起初就是玩Poker的..但是不大够运...输了RM10..过后就换了black jack...
想起胜者为王戏里说...如果想要赢钱...就必须做庄家...结果我就当了dealer la...
经过2 3 个小时后...我赢了RM110...之前输的也赢回了...那部戏果然没骗我..xD
今天有为美女来我家copy戏...谈了下天...值得开心的是她答应下次弄cheese cake 给我吃...
所以说...开心很简单...开心和不开心..是你自己怎样去衡量的...
还有的是...今天做了一个无聊又觉得很爽的事...取西经...和坚持搭到新巴士...
何谓取西经...西经怎样取的？就是一步一步的走到终点...
其实也不算远啦...从我家出发去到MGS..途中经过了我中学时期常去过的地方...
好像进了时光隧道...想当年就是这样走来走去的...还想起我的ex以前就是要这样的去搭巴士...
可怜..还好我是一次半次..xD
另一间事就是...近日Ipoh to Kampar 的巴士都一部份换了新粉红色的...听人说恨舒服...
我还没试过嘛...结果就眼睁睁的看着两辆巴士眼中过了...
自己答应了自己...今天搭不到就不回金宝...还好...下一部就是我期待的新粉红巴士..
哈哈...一等就等了一个小时...15-20 分钟就有巴士...坚持就让我等了一小时..再加回金宝一小时...
就用了两小时的时间...去KL都可以了咯..哈哈...
人生就像一部戏..结局虽然不能改变..但你能去用自己的方法去演这部戏...xD
开心不开心就在你手中...美丽的一天啊..哈哈
1/12/2010
这么快就12月了...其实今天换成以前的我...那我现在应该是很生气的...
打算skip了今天的课...一心回怡保弄lisen + Atm Card...但是却...
没关系啦...想下开心的事...昨天我班的烂赌鬼在家开赌场...而我也去玩下两手...
起初就是玩Poker的..但是不大够运...输了RM10..过后就换了black jack...
想起胜者为王戏里说...如果想要赢钱...就必须做庄家...结果我就当了dealer la...
经过2 3 个小时后...我赢了RM110...之前输的也赢回了...那部戏果然没骗我..xD
今天有为美女来我家copy戏...谈了下天...值得开心的是她答应下次弄cheese cake 给我吃...
所以说...开心很简单...开心和不开心..是你自己怎样去衡量的...
还有的是...今天做了一个无聊又觉得很爽的事...取西经...和坚持搭到新巴士...
何谓取西经...西经怎样取的？就是一步一步的走到终点...
其实也不算远啦...从我家出发去到MGS..途中经过了我中学时期常去过的地方...
好像进了时光隧道...想当年就是这样走来走去的...还想起我的ex以前就是要这样的去搭巴士...
可怜..还好我是一次半次..xD
另一间事就是...近日Ipoh to Kampar 的巴士都一部份换了新粉红色的...听人说恨舒服...
我还没试过嘛...结果就眼睁睁的看着两辆巴士眼中过了...
自己答应了自己...今天搭不到就不回金宝...还好...下一部就是我期待的新粉红巴士..
哈哈...一等就等了一个小时...15-20 分钟就有巴士...坚持就让我等了一小时..再加回金宝一小时...
就用了两小时的时间...去KL都可以了咯..哈哈...
人生就像一部戏..结局虽然不能改变..但你能去用自己的方法去演这部戏...xD
开心不开心就在你手中...美丽的一天啊..哈哈
Wednesday, November 17, 2010
Heart very Pain...I wan cry...fuck wat a bad day today..!!!
Blog...sometime very hate you...
why must always write u almost is a bad thing...
fuck sohai selamat Haji..!!
Babi day..fuck...
yesterday still very happy enjoy playing game and stealing movie at A staion...!!!
whole night no slp til morning of today..tot back home and sleep it well..then take out environment to study..!!!
why...why..!!
receive a msg form my little bro...
after view it...
I think ntg drive motor back ipoh...!!
whole night no slp...!!! damn sleepy..!!!
bt no choice..!! i must come back ipoh...!!!!
Fuck day really...I totally hate today...!!!
make me wan cry...make me heart pain lik hell...!!!
bt ntg i can do...!!!
Why this thing happen in my life...Fuck..
last year of today make me accident motor...!!!
this year happen this Fuck case...!!!
fuck la...!!
BAbi day...o0o..
leave me alone...!!!
why must always write u almost is a bad thing...
fuck sohai selamat Haji..!!
Babi day..fuck...
yesterday still very happy enjoy playing game and stealing movie at A staion...!!!
whole night no slp til morning of today..tot back home and sleep it well..then take out environment to study..!!!
why...why..!!
receive a msg form my little bro...
after view it...
I think ntg drive motor back ipoh...!!
whole night no slp...!!! damn sleepy..!!!
bt no choice..!! i must come back ipoh...!!!!
Fuck day really...I totally hate today...!!!
make me wan cry...make me heart pain lik hell...!!!
bt ntg i can do...!!!
Why this thing happen in my life...Fuck..
last year of today make me accident motor...!!!
this year happen this Fuck case...!!!
fuck la...!!
BAbi day...o0o..
leave me alone...!!!
Wednesday, November 10, 2010
HELP...help....HELP
10-11-2010
21.31
为什么HELP...??
我想有人可以帮我...
我想可以有个有心人...可以劝我勤力读书...
劝我别顾着玩...夜夜睡...温习下功课...做作业...别打麻将...
就是现在的生活中...让我越来越懒散...明明就明天考试...
我还没拿书出来温习...到了考试当天才来后悔...
这学期是很难下的...但是...为什么就比上学期更懒了...
妈呀...真的打救下你的儿子...越来越懒了他...
有缘人...有缘人...
我们几时才相遇...？？
在这样下去...我怕我老了身体都被我年轻的现在搞砸了...
你们懂啦...人老了就会体弱多病...为何会弱就是年轻时没照顾好身体...
这道理谁不会？？ 人就是这样...说了不做，做了做错，错了不改，改了又不继续...
天啊...帮下忙...让我别这么颓废吧...救命..!!!
21.31
为什么HELP...??
我想有人可以帮我...
我想可以有个有心人...可以劝我勤力读书...
劝我别顾着玩...夜夜睡...温习下功课...做作业...别打麻将...
就是现在的生活中...让我越来越懒散...明明就明天考试...
我还没拿书出来温习...到了考试当天才来后悔...
这学期是很难下的...但是...为什么就比上学期更懒了...
妈呀...真的打救下你的儿子...越来越懒了他...
有缘人...有缘人...
我们几时才相遇...？？
在这样下去...我怕我老了身体都被我年轻的现在搞砸了...
你们懂啦...人老了就会体弱多病...为何会弱就是年轻时没照顾好身体...
这道理谁不会？？ 人就是这样...说了不做，做了做错，错了不改，改了又不继续...
天啊...帮下忙...让我别这么颓废吧...救命..!!!
Saturday, November 6, 2010
雄性和雌性～
上天...上帝...创造了雄与雌...阴和阳...
雌性天生就有股吸引雄性的本质...
这是不会改变的天理循环...
有了雄和雌...男和女...
就会繁殖后代...让世界一步一步的繁荣下去...
雄性有生去来就是无法抵挡雌性的魅力...
控制下雄性...保持下理性...！
雌性天生就有股吸引雄性的本质...
这是不会改变的天理循环...
有了雄和雌...男和女...
就会繁殖后代...让世界一步一步的繁荣下去...
雄性有生去来就是无法抵挡雌性的魅力...
控制下雄性...保持下理性...！
Saturday, October 30, 2010
HaPpY
18.21
Saturday..
Hehe...Today is a Happy Bay...
cos make me think back lot of old thing...
why i say so...
Noon at kampar want take bus back Ipoh...let me rmb when i new new come to Kampar...
Make DC bro...cert iv CBB fren....tat take bus moment...
after come back ipoh alr...
at the kinda bus stop....
again...
make me rmb last time form 3 4 5...take bus...go here go ther...
ponteng...parade...stadium...the way bus pass sure got pass my secondary school d..
tat road...cnt forget 1...
at ther i hav with 5S1 friend...mean kok weng,monster,khong ming,wai hung,chun fei,john,yahoo, fatty,weng kai,kian khon,hoh tiam,voon chuan,jun heang..and so on...make video..act 黑社会打架...xD
if find back tat video upload let u all watch...the naught n dai b time...xD
Haha...dun knw put wher alr..wan get form kok weng jor...many photo missing...>.<" Form 1 and 2...bus fetch to school...when arrive...put the bag at ther...then fast fast run to CC....scare no pc...xD funny la...run lik hell cos go CC play game...Counter Strike...Starcraft...RO...3 top game tat time...>.<"
good memory when take bus ipoh...xD
Like the memory...dislike tat bus...
wait so long...xP
haha...
Saturday..
Hehe...Today is a Happy Bay...
cos make me think back lot of old thing...
why i say so...
Noon at kampar want take bus back Ipoh...let me rmb when i new new come to Kampar...
Make DC bro...cert iv CBB fren....tat take bus moment...
after come back ipoh alr...
at the kinda bus stop....
again...
make me rmb last time form 3 4 5...take bus...go here go ther...
ponteng...parade...stadium...the way bus pass sure got pass my secondary school d..
tat road...cnt forget 1...
at ther i hav with 5S1 friend...mean kok weng,monster,khong ming,wai hung,chun fei,john,yahoo, fatty,weng kai,kian khon,hoh tiam,voon chuan,jun heang..and so on...make video..act 黑社会打架...xD
if find back tat video upload let u all watch...the naught n dai b time...xD
Haha...dun knw put wher alr..wan get form kok weng jor...many photo missing...>.<" Form 1 and 2...bus fetch to school...when arrive...put the bag at ther...then fast fast run to CC....scare no pc...xD funny la...run lik hell cos go CC play game...Counter Strike...Starcraft...RO...3 top game tat time...>.<"
good memory when take bus ipoh...xD
Like the memory...dislike tat bus...
wait so long...xP
haha...
Wednesday, October 27, 2010
A 50% 50% Day...xD
27-10-2010
Wednesday
Haiz...yesterday insomniac ler..!!!
cos open d window alr...lot of insect come in my bed...
and make me whole night cnt slp well...
After that...morning morning come and rain make the weather so nice for slp..
bt cnt slp...Marketing research nt yt study...force myself wake it and study...
who knw tat stupid MR come out d all question nt my focus...!! 20mark...i only knw how to get 6 mark...
the more pokai thing is...c ppl can out cat...bt that lecturer rmb my face...every 3s also turn to me...they wan sos me also cnt....haiz...GG jor...nvm la...10% coursework only...6/20 also hav 3%...can d la...more hardworking for assignment la...>.<"
dun keep say bad thing...
today i saw a funny thing at my college swimming pool...
i saw a pig...ops...nt pig...
is a fat fat boy...
why i say it funny...
cos he leg 抽筋...then 上岸...and slp beside the pool...
and some 1 his friend go and help him...
him keep shout pain pain pain...
like a pig shout..xD
Swimming is good....I love It....
sick also can recover...xD
can sleep as well after it...xD
Wednesday
Haiz...yesterday insomniac ler..!!!
cos open d window alr...lot of insect come in my bed...
and make me whole night cnt slp well...
After that...morning morning come and rain make the weather so nice for slp..
bt cnt slp...Marketing research nt yt study...force myself wake it and study...
who knw tat stupid MR come out d all question nt my focus...!! 20mark...i only knw how to get 6 mark...
the more pokai thing is...c ppl can out cat...bt that lecturer rmb my face...every 3s also turn to me...they wan sos me also cnt....haiz...GG jor...nvm la...10% coursework only...6/20 also hav 3%...can d la...more hardworking for assignment la...>.<"
dun keep say bad thing...
today i saw a funny thing at my college swimming pool...
i saw a pig...ops...nt pig...
is a fat fat boy...
why i say it funny...
cos he leg 抽筋...then 上岸...and slp beside the pool...
and some 1 his friend go and help him...
him keep shout pain pain pain...
like a pig shout..xD
Swimming is good....I love It....
sick also can recover...xD
can sleep as well after it...xD
Sunday, October 24, 2010
Worry...担心...
24-10-2010
19.22
是否女的都很小气？
"不懂何事...她一星期都没什么说话...只向你点头或摇头...这种情况还会维持多久呢？ 如果下星期还那样的话,我会和她说...来我们去看医生...！！她本身就体弱多病了...让我很担心...但她是一个什么都收收埋埋的人...就像我那样...朋友眼中有说有笑的...有多少个人会了解我背后的伤痛...！真的很担心...如果继续维持那样的话...崩溃的人将会是我...不管问什么都好像不理不睬的...试过几多次故意制造问题...但也是不理不睬不问...！！是否给人气到？？就在我上星期会金宝时就开始沉默...还以为这星期天以光了...但...我一打入...就看到仍然是那面孔...就问是否又有谁气到她呢？？得知的是她就这样维持一星期...！！天啊...怎么最近好像不好的都发生的呢？？妳是我一生当中最重要的女人...没了你我的生活就暗暗无光...希望这件事可以快点恢复妳平时般的灿烂笑容...我真的不喜欢这个表情...！！".....妈.....如果有什么的心事...让你儿子我来分担吧...原本打算回金宝...但...我想多留在家...陪着令老人家...！！做人儿女最不想看到就是这了...
希望这不是病...希望是小气而已...不想是忧郁症...！！还记得那时陪同妳去看医生...医生一眼就说妳满怀心事...但妳就是不说...答什么都没有...那时的一言一句还在我的脑海里...不过当时妳是笑着的...！！ 妈...笑个吧...！！
19.22
是否女的都很小气？
"不懂何事...她一星期都没什么说话...只向你点头或摇头...这种情况还会维持多久呢？ 如果下星期还那样的话,我会和她说...来我们去看医生...！！她本身就体弱多病了...让我很担心...但她是一个什么都收收埋埋的人...就像我那样...朋友眼中有说有笑的...有多少个人会了解我背后的伤痛...！真的很担心...如果继续维持那样的话...崩溃的人将会是我...不管问什么都好像不理不睬的...试过几多次故意制造问题...但也是不理不睬不问...！！是否给人气到？？就在我上星期会金宝时就开始沉默...还以为这星期天以光了...但...我一打入...就看到仍然是那面孔...就问是否又有谁气到她呢？？得知的是她就这样维持一星期...！！天啊...怎么最近好像不好的都发生的呢？？妳是我一生当中最重要的女人...没了你我的生活就暗暗无光...希望这件事可以快点恢复妳平时般的灿烂笑容...我真的不喜欢这个表情...！！".....妈.....如果有什么的心事...让你儿子我来分担吧...原本打算回金宝...但...我想多留在家...陪着令老人家...！！做人儿女最不想看到就是这了...
希望这不是病...希望是小气而已...不想是忧郁症...！！还记得那时陪同妳去看医生...医生一眼就说妳满怀心事...但妳就是不说...答什么都没有...那时的一言一句还在我的脑海里...不过当时妳是笑着的...！！ 妈...笑个吧...！！
Tuesday, October 19, 2010
wah...totally speechless...!!!
19-10-2010
Tuesday
walau...really speechless...
do u knw why?? today i knw who is tat guy d...
is a fei zai...n look quite normal d...
Haha...he can get her heart...really ntg is impossible...
haiz....
nw only knw she wana is tat type of ppl...
Nvm la...ALL is pass alr...
pass alr....pass alr....pass alr...
I found a way tat can find back myself...
tat is swimming...
today i had go back college swim....
and tat time...i totally think ntg....
juz enjoy it...enjoy swim...
and today feel that...all girl is beautiful alr...
even everyday same class...today also feel tat all is beauty alr...
izit mean start to think open alr??
Hope can fast get back my life....return me wat is like feel...!!!
i dun wan stop at tat period alr 4&5 year jor....!!!
Come Come...which girl interesting about me...
juz come n chat...giving chance to all ppl alr...
dun wan keep it jor...any1 can make me hav tat feel...
i sure will chase u...!!! xD
bt....haha...the world hw many can giv me tat feel ler....haiz....
the world wont stop for u....
keep walking to future ba...^^
Tuesday
walau...really speechless...
do u knw why?? today i knw who is tat guy d...
is a fei zai...n look quite normal d...
Haha...he can get her heart...really ntg is impossible...
haiz....
nw only knw she wana is tat type of ppl...
Nvm la...ALL is pass alr...
pass alr....pass alr....pass alr...
I found a way tat can find back myself...
tat is swimming...
today i had go back college swim....
and tat time...i totally think ntg....
juz enjoy it...enjoy swim...
and today feel that...all girl is beautiful alr...
even everyday same class...today also feel tat all is beauty alr...
izit mean start to think open alr??
Hope can fast get back my life....return me wat is like feel...!!!
i dun wan stop at tat period alr 4&5 year jor....!!!
Come Come...which girl interesting about me...
juz come n chat...giving chance to all ppl alr...
dun wan keep it jor...any1 can make me hav tat feel...
i sure will chase u...!!! xD
bt....haha...the world hw many can giv me tat feel ler....haiz....
the world wont stop for u....
keep walking to future ba...^^
Monday, October 18, 2010
It pain...
18-10-2010
monday 21.00
haiz...today receive a news...
this news is she hav a bf alr...
I knw tat it will happen in future also...
bt...duno why until today i also feel pain...sad...
mayb it is a good thing...
can make me more fast put down think about she...
so can go n find other true love...
now i think back...
i really really really more than 5 or 4 year never go and chase a girl alr...
all juz chat or keep be friend only...or sometime meet some feel like like bit d girl also no chase....
duno still knw the skill chase girl anot...
And then...today few my friend during lecture class keep chit chat...n make 1 gamble...
if u can chase lecturer we pay u RM10,000....n Kancil...Myvi...and that long version myvi...
cos our lecturer quite leng lui ger...25 year old...india...!!and giv 1 or 3 month be time limit...walau...
they face show so confident for it...
sometime hope gt skill lik them...chase girl gt many skill...
even lecturer also tat confident...
bt dun b serious la...it juz a joke...
chase lecurer wor..no scare bar meh...
haha...
Feel wana to travel alone to san sum....
haiz...no time for it also...
Noon go a restaurant saw a sentence word quite nice...
人生因为有责任而踏实，若逃避责任就是虚度人生！！！
after saw this...feel tat i still hav my future...
i cannot stand a old place...dun move dun walking...
so...i hope i can look forward...keep on moving...
promise...dun look back for she...she is pass tense....
a lot of future tense and present tense is waiting for me...
go improve ur skill...enjoy ur life back...dun live a black hole life....
If next ten year u open back this blog...sure will make u laugh and laugh de....
YAP TAT JUN....u r 20 alr...u should knw wat to do...gambateh in ur future...!! ^^
monday 21.00
haiz...today receive a news...
this news is she hav a bf alr...
I knw tat it will happen in future also...
bt...duno why until today i also feel pain...sad...
mayb it is a good thing...
can make me more fast put down think about she...
so can go n find other true love...
now i think back...
i really really really more than 5 or 4 year never go and chase a girl alr...
all juz chat or keep be friend only...or sometime meet some feel like like bit d girl also no chase....
duno still knw the skill chase girl anot...
And then...today few my friend during lecture class keep chit chat...n make 1 gamble...
if u can chase lecturer we pay u RM10,000....n Kancil...Myvi...and that long version myvi...
cos our lecturer quite leng lui ger...25 year old...india...!!and giv 1 or 3 month be time limit...walau...
they face show so confident for it...
sometime hope gt skill lik them...chase girl gt many skill...
even lecturer also tat confident...
bt dun b serious la...it juz a joke...
chase lecurer wor..no scare bar meh...
haha...
Feel wana to travel alone to san sum....
haiz...no time for it also...
Noon go a restaurant saw a sentence word quite nice...
人生因为有责任而踏实，若逃避责任就是虚度人生！！！
after saw this...feel tat i still hav my future...
i cannot stand a old place...dun move dun walking...
so...i hope i can look forward...keep on moving...
promise...dun look back for she...she is pass tense....
a lot of future tense and present tense is waiting for me...
go improve ur skill...enjoy ur life back...dun live a black hole life....
If next ten year u open back this blog...sure will make u laugh and laugh de....
YAP TAT JUN....u r 20 alr...u should knw wat to do...gambateh in ur future...!! ^^
Wednesday, September 29, 2010
My Sem break trip + my Birthday and result release...!!!
19-26 sept 2010 this few day..
i have went to HK...Macau...And China...xD
at this trip..i hav 1st time to try whole body massage...
bt...ppl say very syok...bt why i feel pain d..?? = ="
can also eat a lot of expensive food...hehe...^^
yesterday is a most nervous day...because my result and my birthday at the same day...
that feeling is...very very scare + nervous..!!!
cos i feel tat this around exam i will only knw to do 3 paper...and other 3 paper sure will fail it...and tat kok keng early early come n tell me him pass alr and only fail 1...make me more worry..cos he study performance is nt well then me...if he pass i fail more..no face to school jor..>.< Bt still good...this time exam result also make me very happy..although fail 1 paper...!!! Never thing can get A...also get 1 A come back...other 1B+ 2B 1B- and 1 fail... the most happy thing is...the most subject i scare 1 i get B...xD still good fail english paper...no need memories 1... if fail other subject...cham jor...need memories til die...!! Hehe...My birthday receive many wish ler....at facebook alr 1/2 ppl come n wish me alr...xD some are no facebook also come n wish me...they rmb my birthday...so happy for it... Thx beng tick ask me for MP...thx pooi theng & her BF...kent kok...and my dear... this is the 4 year we are birthday n celebrate together.. And my DC gang...thx them come ipoh to celebrate with me...bring me go a place drink other country beer...and chat til 2 something...n play mahjong until 5 something...>.<
really syok..haha...last time i rmb i very wish hav a great bithday 1 and many frenz together 1...bt nw...i juz wish hav a few buddy eat a dinner with me only....xD
ok la...xP
i have went to HK...Macau...And China...xD
at this trip..i hav 1st time to try whole body massage...
bt...ppl say very syok...bt why i feel pain d..?? = ="
can also eat a lot of expensive food...hehe...^^
yesterday is a most nervous day...because my result and my birthday at the same day...
that feeling is...very very scare + nervous..!!!
cos i feel tat this around exam i will only knw to do 3 paper...and other 3 paper sure will fail it...and tat kok keng early early come n tell me him pass alr and only fail 1...make me more worry..cos he study performance is nt well then me...if he pass i fail more..no face to school jor..>.< Bt still good...this time exam result also make me very happy..although fail 1 paper...!!! Never thing can get A...also get 1 A come back...other 1B+ 2B 1B- and 1 fail... the most happy thing is...the most subject i scare 1 i get B...xD still good fail english paper...no need memories 1... if fail other subject...cham jor...need memories til die...!! Hehe...My birthday receive many wish ler....at facebook alr 1/2 ppl come n wish me alr...xD some are no facebook also come n wish me...they rmb my birthday...so happy for it... Thx beng tick ask me for MP...thx pooi theng & her BF...kent kok...and my dear... this is the 4 year we are birthday n celebrate together.. And my DC gang...thx them come ipoh to celebrate with me...bring me go a place drink other country beer...and chat til 2 something...n play mahjong until 5 something...>.<
really syok..haha...last time i rmb i very wish hav a great bithday 1 and many frenz together 1...bt nw...i juz wish hav a few buddy eat a dinner with me only....xD
ok la...xP
Friday, September 17, 2010
想起"妳"
很久很久很久没写“妳”了...
今天突然想起妳...记得妳以前是第一个我带回家的女生...
因为今天我带了两个女生回家和茶...聊天...看戏..吃东西...
感觉蛮不错的..就好像好好好朋友一样..什么都可以吹...
真希望这个友情不会改变吧...
说真的...如果当初我没有想太多..
或许我们到现在还是好知己..无话不谈...
虽知道..未来的东西没人会知...
如果可以我知道的话..我希望我没有去想太多...把友情变爱情...
就不会搞到这地步...就因为这样...
到现在为止...我好像还不能接受新的感情...
怕受伤？怕家人反对？怕自己不定性？怕..怕什么？？
现在渐渐感觉好像已失去了信心去爱一个人...
爱一个人可以很容易...但...爱上了...被她抛弃...就很很不好受啊...也很难忘掉...
拍过拖...到现在还不懂是不是真的...可能我当是真...可能妳会当没一回事...
有时后..真想问..妳记得我们拍过拖吗？ 没法啊...谁叫妳应该是唯一让我感觉到爱是什么东西的女生...
爱...人说时间可以冲淡一切...但...淡...淡...就只有淡...却是没法忘记全部...
一些残留的回忆留在脑海里...！算吧...已经是过期式了...
谁能让我可以找回爱的感觉啊...很希望她会出现在我的眼前...
有时后..真的很想找个女朋友...可以哄她...抱她...亲她...做个疼女朋友的男生...
曾经就试想过找个人来开刀...
但是...这算是喜欢或爱吗？？
我知道自己是好色...想找个女生满足自己的欲望...
但我不希望单单为了满足欲望...而去找个女的朋友...
可知道...这样会对不起人家..更对不起自己....
没爱的感情就只是“色色”的去找个异性而已...
很快就会没情的份量在了...这就是无为的事！！！
今天和两位女生谈起了男生...我们都认为男生多数是play boy...
就play过了就找新对象play过...
PLAY BOY...有时后就有股很冲动想跑去当PLAY BOY...
但还好理性来压制着自己...没做这白痴的事...Haha...= =''
爱啊...几时才会出现让人我有爱感觉的女朋友啊...
开心点啊...今天是自己华人生日也...
哈哈...在这也祝妳生日快了...
虽然我们同年同月同日出世...但是时间有各不同...
妳华人生日就比我迟一天...Hehe...祝妳快快乐乐哦...
Blog就是一个让会让你很想给人读到...也很想不让人读到...
是很矛盾的东西来的...如果有一天...妳会看到...
我希望你能让我知道..和回答我收了很久的疑问...xD
好啦。。。今天写到这...
有Mood的时候再找"您"纾解...BLOG..xD
今天突然想起妳...记得妳以前是第一个我带回家的女生...
因为今天我带了两个女生回家和茶...聊天...看戏..吃东西...
感觉蛮不错的..就好像好好好朋友一样..什么都可以吹...
真希望这个友情不会改变吧...
说真的...如果当初我没有想太多..
或许我们到现在还是好知己..无话不谈...
虽知道..未来的东西没人会知...
如果可以我知道的话..我希望我没有去想太多...把友情变爱情...
就不会搞到这地步...就因为这样...
到现在为止...我好像还不能接受新的感情...
怕受伤？怕家人反对？怕自己不定性？怕..怕什么？？
现在渐渐感觉好像已失去了信心去爱一个人...
爱一个人可以很容易...但...爱上了...被她抛弃...就很很不好受啊...也很难忘掉...
拍过拖...到现在还不懂是不是真的...可能我当是真...可能妳会当没一回事...
有时后..真想问..妳记得我们拍过拖吗？ 没法啊...谁叫妳应该是唯一让我感觉到爱是什么东西的女生...
爱...人说时间可以冲淡一切...但...淡...淡...就只有淡...却是没法忘记全部...
一些残留的回忆留在脑海里...！算吧...已经是过期式了...
谁能让我可以找回爱的感觉啊...很希望她会出现在我的眼前...
有时后..真的很想找个女朋友...可以哄她...抱她...亲她...做个疼女朋友的男生...
曾经就试想过找个人来开刀...
但是...这算是喜欢或爱吗？？
我知道自己是好色...想找个女生满足自己的欲望...
但我不希望单单为了满足欲望...而去找个女的朋友...
可知道...这样会对不起人家..更对不起自己....
没爱的感情就只是“色色”的去找个异性而已...
很快就会没情的份量在了...这就是无为的事！！！
今天和两位女生谈起了男生...我们都认为男生多数是play boy...
就play过了就找新对象play过...
PLAY BOY...有时后就有股很冲动想跑去当PLAY BOY...
但还好理性来压制着自己...没做这白痴的事...Haha...= =''
爱啊...几时才会出现让人我有爱感觉的女朋友啊...
开心点啊...今天是自己华人生日也...
哈哈...在这也祝妳生日快了...
虽然我们同年同月同日出世...但是时间有各不同...
妳华人生日就比我迟一天...Hehe...祝妳快快乐乐哦...
Blog就是一个让会让你很想给人读到...也很想不让人读到...
是很矛盾的东西来的...如果有一天...妳会看到...
我希望你能让我知道..和回答我收了很久的疑问...xD
好啦。。。今天写到这...
有Mood的时候再找"您"纾解...BLOG..xD
Sunday, May 23, 2010
13 year feeling..!!
23-5-2010
21.32
sunday
一转眼...就过了十三年...与我度过了十三年的家...
就在昨夜..是我们的最后一晚了..心情有离别的悲伤..
拜拜了..旧的不去..就新的不来..
新的..都还没住就做到半命了...
都不懂是好是坏..不过,我的下辈子就会和它度过的..慢慢培养感情啦...
现在回想我的旧家..一尘一木..一点一滴..从小到大..从环皮到乖..
从不懂事到懂事..从最矮变到高..哈哈..
家阿...再见了...
今夜都不懂为么...感觉身边的东西开始慢慢改变了..
不管是人际，事态，环境...
Haiz...
算吧...期待去Redang..
静坐沙滩..听着海声..望着天空..数下星星..
想做这很久了..但是..没这机会..每当去到海滩..时间赶逼..
不是就太累..睡了..这次绝对不能放过这机会..
还是这么美的沙滩上..Redang...快来啊...需要你现在...
或许你能帮我舒解我的心情...好啦..晚安吧...Nite..^^
21.32
sunday
一转眼...就过了十三年...与我度过了十三年的家...
就在昨夜..是我们的最后一晚了..心情有离别的悲伤..
拜拜了..旧的不去..就新的不来..
新的..都还没住就做到半命了...
都不懂是好是坏..不过,我的下辈子就会和它度过的..慢慢培养感情啦...
现在回想我的旧家..一尘一木..一点一滴..从小到大..从环皮到乖..
从不懂事到懂事..从最矮变到高..哈哈..
家阿...再见了...
今夜都不懂为么...感觉身边的东西开始慢慢改变了..
不管是人际，事态，环境...
Haiz...
算吧...期待去Redang..
静坐沙滩..听着海声..望着天空..数下星星..
想做这很久了..但是..没这机会..每当去到海滩..时间赶逼..
不是就太累..睡了..这次绝对不能放过这机会..
还是这么美的沙滩上..Redang...快来啊...需要你现在...
或许你能帮我舒解我的心情...好啦..晚安吧...Nite..^^
Friday, May 7, 2010
8-5-2009
saturday
2.26....
Juz finish my work...
work 1 week d...finally total free...
n nite go clubbing...
ok la...
nt very enjoy also...
only drink 1 beer...
no feel at all...
no mood to dance my body...
but ok la...^^
who call ther nt rich..
cnt ask many beer to drink..
nvm la..next around with rich frenz go...nt rich frenz...is alcohol ghost go...xD
ok la...
juz write til here...later or tml only write...
nite
saturday
2.26....
Juz finish my work...
work 1 week d...finally total free...
n nite go clubbing...
ok la...
nt very enjoy also...
only drink 1 beer...
no feel at all...
no mood to dance my body...
but ok la...^^
who call ther nt rich..
cnt ask many beer to drink..
nvm la..next around with rich frenz go...nt rich frenz...is alcohol ghost go...xD
ok la...
juz write til here...later or tml only write...
nite
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
SeM BreaK
21-4-2010
wednesday
23.48
Haiz...E-commerce r...e-commerce...
why u come out d question so pokai 1....
make me duno how to answer how to plow water at u...
i juz hope i can pass this only...Hope god bless r...
= ="
But...at another side...
my holiday come d...HAha
but still duno hav wat plan yt...
but i think i would use this sem break to think for my next sem...
less more frenz alr...2 year frenz is gone...= =
my drive are also graduate alr...
haiz...mayb drive by myself or wat...
today suddenly feel wan go stadium swim alone...
so long no do exercise...i think is time to swim...^^
c c la...mayb friday i go stadium swim 1 around...
tml need help my parent do something...
n time to cut my hair...
this time wan b my mum good son...
i cut short short...xP
cut alr go scare ppl..Haha
ok la..feel ntg to write d...
next time only write again..^^
wednesday
23.48
Haiz...E-commerce r...e-commerce...
why u come out d question so pokai 1....
make me duno how to answer how to plow water at u...
i juz hope i can pass this only...Hope god bless r...
= ="
But...at another side...
my holiday come d...HAha
but still duno hav wat plan yt...
but i think i would use this sem break to think for my next sem...
less more frenz alr...2 year frenz is gone...= =
my drive are also graduate alr...
haiz...mayb drive by myself or wat...
today suddenly feel wan go stadium swim alone...
so long no do exercise...i think is time to swim...^^
c c la...mayb friday i go stadium swim 1 around...
tml need help my parent do something...
n time to cut my hair...
this time wan b my mum good son...
i cut short short...xP
cut alr go scare ppl..Haha
ok la..feel ntg to write d...
next time only write again..^^
Saturday, April 17, 2010
Third lov3....
17.4.2010
20.02
Saturday
前天一整晚的搏斗...感觉到战胜了昨天的Marketing Paper...
接着...和我的老死...Joi Joi，他女友，KeN...去怡保看戏..
《初恋红豆冰》...这套戏让我感觉到以前暗恋的感觉...
就任第三位是...孔佩芯...也是和我同年同月同日出生的...我和她可算是日久生情...
还记得我和她是中三认识...当时...我和她每天都可以聊上百封短讯...
而且...还维持了2年多...每天...的传短讯...而我也习惯了...
她有很多最求着...当中有些我认识...也有些是朋友...
而我...也慢慢的习惯了有她的短讯...也慢慢的喜欢上她...
我们中四开始...做了好朋友...中五一起补习...坐我的隔壁...
而且还暧昧暧昧的一起补习...
之前也说过...中五时...我和我的第二任开始了...
而她就慢慢的避开我...我也明白的...但也还是好朋友...
过后我分手了...她也不断鼓励我...安慰我别伤心...
但..感觉没了份那种暧昧了...
过后我和她一起工作...而我就每天就载她一起上班...
久而久之...我变得很喜欢她了...而她也保留着对我有点好感...
就在某天...的上班...载着她的时候...我突然想握着她的小手...
而她也让我握着...看到她那个表情...我超喜欢的...暧昧暧昧的...
调皮的我曾经在雨天载过她..当时我问她...我man吗?哈哈...
我帮你挡完全部雨了..而且还弄湿了全身..她答我有一点点...
结果第二次下雨载她时...故意趴下...让她淋下雨...
让她知道下雨时...挡雨是几痛下的...而她就拼命拉我上来...
感觉好像被她抱着那样...哈哈...不过呢..也弄气了她...哈哈
有日...我终于和她说我喜欢她...要和她交往...
不过在那之前我弄哭过她...伤了她的心...
我答应了和她一起吃晚餐...但是那天做得太夜...
也突然忘了那三请四请的叫我记得找她吃饭...
现在想起来...还心痛痛的这样对她...
还留在我心中...这个错误...我也很难原谅自己...
但过了几天几天又几天...被我哄回了...但是...可能伤了她...
不知道啦...她就答我说她还不想拍拖...
但是...读完中五了...也是觉得不用读书了...也工作了...
当然超想拍拖...而她就没有...
在我的强迫地下...她答应了当我一星期的女友...
可能她没了那感觉吧...又不想拒绝我...让我失望...
结果就答应了...说起来也几搞笑的...在当我一星期女友的日子里...
我们没见面...就只是电话拍拖...xD
就这样一星期过了...约定也解除了...
当然喜欢当时她的我是要求别一星期就...........
但是所谓君子不抢人所好,不抢人所难...
就这样的...当了好知己...可能她也忘了和我曾有过这样的经历了...
但是偶尔心想找了谈天....我都会找找她的...
回想起来...我的情人都和我同年同月同日生日的...除了初恋....
哈哈...都几幸福下的..有过这样的经历...
虽然她们都是我生命中的一位过客...但是她们每位都美丽了我的人生的一部份...^^
在这里...我想对她们说谢谢...没她们...每今天的我...HAha...
20.02
Saturday
前天一整晚的搏斗...感觉到战胜了昨天的Marketing Paper...
接着...和我的老死...Joi Joi，他女友，KeN...去怡保看戏..
《初恋红豆冰》...这套戏让我感觉到以前暗恋的感觉...
就任第三位是...孔佩芯...也是和我同年同月同日出生的...我和她可算是日久生情...
还记得我和她是中三认识...当时...我和她每天都可以聊上百封短讯...
而且...还维持了2年多...每天...的传短讯...而我也习惯了...
她有很多最求着...当中有些我认识...也有些是朋友...
而我...也慢慢的习惯了有她的短讯...也慢慢的喜欢上她...
我们中四开始...做了好朋友...中五一起补习...坐我的隔壁...
而且还暧昧暧昧的一起补习...
之前也说过...中五时...我和我的第二任开始了...
而她就慢慢的避开我...我也明白的...但也还是好朋友...
过后我分手了...她也不断鼓励我...安慰我别伤心...
但..感觉没了份那种暧昧了...
过后我和她一起工作...而我就每天就载她一起上班...
久而久之...我变得很喜欢她了...而她也保留着对我有点好感...
就在某天...的上班...载着她的时候...我突然想握着她的小手...
而她也让我握着...看到她那个表情...我超喜欢的...暧昧暧昧的...
调皮的我曾经在雨天载过她..当时我问她...我man吗?哈哈...
我帮你挡完全部雨了..而且还弄湿了全身..她答我有一点点...
结果第二次下雨载她时...故意趴下...让她淋下雨...
让她知道下雨时...挡雨是几痛下的...而她就拼命拉我上来...
感觉好像被她抱着那样...哈哈...不过呢..也弄气了她...哈哈
有日...我终于和她说我喜欢她...要和她交往...
不过在那之前我弄哭过她...伤了她的心...
我答应了和她一起吃晚餐...但是那天做得太夜...
也突然忘了那三请四请的叫我记得找她吃饭...
现在想起来...还心痛痛的这样对她...
还留在我心中...这个错误...我也很难原谅自己...
但过了几天几天又几天...被我哄回了...但是...可能伤了她...
不知道啦...她就答我说她还不想拍拖...
但是...读完中五了...也是觉得不用读书了...也工作了...
当然超想拍拖...而她就没有...
在我的强迫地下...她答应了当我一星期的女友...
可能她没了那感觉吧...又不想拒绝我...让我失望...
结果就答应了...说起来也几搞笑的...在当我一星期女友的日子里...
我们没见面...就只是电话拍拖...xD
就这样一星期过了...约定也解除了...
当然喜欢当时她的我是要求别一星期就...........
但是所谓君子不抢人所好,不抢人所难...
就这样的...当了好知己...可能她也忘了和我曾有过这样的经历了...
但是偶尔心想找了谈天....我都会找找她的...
回想起来...我的情人都和我同年同月同日生日的...除了初恋....
哈哈...都几幸福下的..有过这样的经历...
虽然她们都是我生命中的一位过客...但是她们每位都美丽了我的人生的一部份...^^
在这里...我想对她们说谢谢...没她们...每今天的我...HAha...
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
Second Time in Lov3
14.4.2010
wednesday
2.32 a.m
今天看到了我前二任女友的新照片...
感觉到她胖了很多...比起以前...
她叫黄美娴...是和我中四坐我隔壁的...
我和她的故事...是中五才发生的...
因为她中四时和我班的另一个同学刚分手了...
当时据我所知...她和我班的另一个朋友的关系复杂...
到了中五...的七月...我和她开始每天互短信...
在班也互相写纸条...她是一个冷漠,不大会和人沟通的人来的...
真面和她对话时...她也很少会说多..也很少问多几句...
而她可以算是我看的最多哭的女生...可能是中四和中五她都坐我隔壁的隔壁....
感觉她很脆弱...有点想保护她的感觉...
当然....那时我对她很有好感...
则到有一天...她和我说最近喜欢上一个人...是我的朋友都知道我很喜欢8这些的啦...
更何况...我对她有好感...当然是追问到底啦...
在追问追到底的我...打听到她喜欢的人读我班...当时我班只有26人..排除女生8人...
就剩下不多...而我就追问她...有关那个人的性格...
她说...那个人很顽皮的...每天上课迟到...又懒惰...又每天在班睡觉...偶尔还旷课...
当时我就想...这类人物..不多...就有几个而已...
而我的直觉就告诉我那个人是我...因为她不会和其他人沟通的关系...
哈哈...这时的我当然不放过玩下她的机会啦...
就一直踩他...(踩自己）
和怂恿她不要采她啦...
结果她说不行...不能这样的...当时听到心就在那暗爽呢...哈哈
身为一位男生...有个你对她有好感的女生...而她又主动暗示暗示你...
你还要等什么呢...结果我就主动的告诉她...
“我喜欢你...可以做我女朋友吗....?”
她也答应我的要求...
当时我也没有打算拍拖的欲望的...
但...女生都暗示成这样...你还想做什么...
就这样...我们开始了...
说起来...我和她很有缘下的...
她是和我同年同月同日出世的...几巧啊...
而且小时候二年级的时候好像也有对她很有好感的....xD
不过呢...她也是伤我最痛那个...
我和她散的原因是...她瞒着我...和我班的朋友...当中包括她的前度男朋友在内...一起去云顶玩3天2夜...
是拍拖的人或是没拍拖的人都知道...和前任男/女朋友一起是大记...
更何况去旅行...而且还瞒着我...
如果当时她有告诉我而不是瞒着我...或许我没什么的...
当时她们出发的日子是我和她生日的过一天...
生日当天...她也没什么陪我...
拍拖了..生日当然想和自己喜欢的人一起过的...
而她就匆匆的见了下面就走了...那时我还一直要求别这么快回...
而她也没理我的...坐了前度男友的车回了...
我那时想...就算只是他有车...我还是有我的摩多送你回家啊....
那时我伤心到透了...接她们云顶回来...她也没有主动来找我...
而我也不想主动去找她...换是你们也不会主动回吧？
当时我还很希望她会来我身边的向我道歉...说声对不起...我就会马上原谅你的...
结果是没有的...而我...还要对着她们说云顶的事...
想象不到那时有多悲...过了几天还是几星期...
我忍不住了...问她...“我们不如就...."
而她就答好的...
那个字我都没写...她就说好的...
与其大家拖拖拉拉...Spm 也快到...
就这样我们就分手了...
所谓喜欢一个人容易...但要忘记一个人难...
而且还同班的...日对也对...考试时还坐我前面而已...
她的东西...也纠缠了我很久...
不过时间可以冲淡一切...
慢慢的我康复了...
中五后...不懂为什么...我和她好像很有渊源的...
过后一起在The Store做工...还同一间学院读书...
但现在...她毕业了啦...哈哈
在这段期间...我曾经有追她一两次...但都是被拒绝...
因为她和前度男友交往着...
Haiz...心想...那时就不因该开始就好了...
不过还好啦..也有不错的回忆...本人面皮够厚...再见还是朋友...
偶尔也找她吹下水...哈哈
这就是我和她的故事啦...
就算是伤过我的人,我还会对她是我的朋友..^^
Hehe...
今天就这到这为止...
下回再说..
wednesday
2.32 a.m
今天看到了我前二任女友的新照片...
感觉到她胖了很多...比起以前...
她叫黄美娴...是和我中四坐我隔壁的...
我和她的故事...是中五才发生的...
因为她中四时和我班的另一个同学刚分手了...
当时据我所知...她和我班的另一个朋友的关系复杂...
到了中五...的七月...我和她开始每天互短信...
在班也互相写纸条...她是一个冷漠,不大会和人沟通的人来的...
真面和她对话时...她也很少会说多..也很少问多几句...
而她可以算是我看的最多哭的女生...可能是中四和中五她都坐我隔壁的隔壁....
感觉她很脆弱...有点想保护她的感觉...
当然....那时我对她很有好感...
则到有一天...她和我说最近喜欢上一个人...是我的朋友都知道我很喜欢8这些的啦...
更何况...我对她有好感...当然是追问到底啦...
在追问追到底的我...打听到她喜欢的人读我班...当时我班只有26人..排除女生8人...
就剩下不多...而我就追问她...有关那个人的性格...
她说...那个人很顽皮的...每天上课迟到...又懒惰...又每天在班睡觉...偶尔还旷课...
当时我就想...这类人物..不多...就有几个而已...
而我的直觉就告诉我那个人是我...因为她不会和其他人沟通的关系...
哈哈...这时的我当然不放过玩下她的机会啦...
就一直踩他...(踩自己）
和怂恿她不要采她啦...
结果她说不行...不能这样的...当时听到心就在那暗爽呢...哈哈
身为一位男生...有个你对她有好感的女生...而她又主动暗示暗示你...
你还要等什么呢...结果我就主动的告诉她...
“我喜欢你...可以做我女朋友吗....?”
她也答应我的要求...
当时我也没有打算拍拖的欲望的...
但...女生都暗示成这样...你还想做什么...
就这样...我们开始了...
说起来...我和她很有缘下的...
她是和我同年同月同日出世的...几巧啊...
而且小时候二年级的时候好像也有对她很有好感的....xD
不过呢...她也是伤我最痛那个...
我和她散的原因是...她瞒着我...和我班的朋友...当中包括她的前度男朋友在内...一起去云顶玩3天2夜...
是拍拖的人或是没拍拖的人都知道...和前任男/女朋友一起是大记...
更何况去旅行...而且还瞒着我...
如果当时她有告诉我而不是瞒着我...或许我没什么的...
当时她们出发的日子是我和她生日的过一天...
生日当天...她也没什么陪我...
拍拖了..生日当然想和自己喜欢的人一起过的...
而她就匆匆的见了下面就走了...那时我还一直要求别这么快回...
而她也没理我的...坐了前度男友的车回了...
我那时想...就算只是他有车...我还是有我的摩多送你回家啊....
那时我伤心到透了...接她们云顶回来...她也没有主动来找我...
而我也不想主动去找她...换是你们也不会主动回吧？
当时我还很希望她会来我身边的向我道歉...说声对不起...我就会马上原谅你的...
结果是没有的...而我...还要对着她们说云顶的事...
想象不到那时有多悲...过了几天还是几星期...
我忍不住了...问她...“我们不如就...."
而她就答好的...
那个字我都没写...她就说好的...
与其大家拖拖拉拉...Spm 也快到...
就这样我们就分手了...
所谓喜欢一个人容易...但要忘记一个人难...
而且还同班的...日对也对...考试时还坐我前面而已...
她的东西...也纠缠了我很久...
不过时间可以冲淡一切...
慢慢的我康复了...
中五后...不懂为什么...我和她好像很有渊源的...
过后一起在The Store做工...还同一间学院读书...
但现在...她毕业了啦...哈哈
在这段期间...我曾经有追她一两次...但都是被拒绝...
因为她和前度男友交往着...
Haiz...心想...那时就不因该开始就好了...
不过还好啦..也有不错的回忆...本人面皮够厚...再见还是朋友...
偶尔也找她吹下水...哈哈
这就是我和她的故事啦...
就算是伤过我的人,我还会对她是我的朋友..^^
Hehe...
今天就这到这为止...
下回再说..
Saturday, April 10, 2010
Puppy Love
10.4.2010
saturday
15.41 p.m.
在同一天的今天...很有mood去写我的Blog...
在00.33的今天和一个朋友通话...
她说我的Blog很闷...那我就问她...
如何才不闷..写什么才不会闷到你...
然后她就提议我..写我的爱情故事...
哈哈...说真的...我的爱情故事一点都不精彩的...
在我迈进20岁的人生当中...我拍了三次拖...
第一任是在我的中三PMR Trial时开次的...
第二任是在中五七月未发生的...
第三任是在我中五出来后做工发展的...
第四任是还没有的...哈哈哈哈...
来回忆下第一任...
我是从我的好朋友拿得到她电话的..说起来不算是拿到...
故事是这样的...在那年...年少的我和我朋友们很喜欢玩miss call...
而这段故事就是我朋友玩divert call..让我认识她的...
她..想听故事的你是认识的..她叫廖佩贻...大过我5,6个月...
当时就是一通divert call..让我们认识..我们就互相通短讯...
得知她是我小学的同学...当然我们通讯了有几个月了就约出来见面...
哈哈...因为小学时听说她是个不错下的美女...
当第一次的见到她的感觉蛮不错的..身穿白衣...
在当天过后..我们有通短讯...不知什么阴差阳错..我谈到和她做朋友...
她就复我..只是朋友罢了？？
当时我也口爽爽的说..干嘛...那要当我女朋友吗？
意象不到她居然答应了...这段情就这样开始了...
想不到吧...哈哈...
第一次学人拍拖...带着15岁，什么都好奇的男生心情...就这样和她发展了...
原来第一次伸手去拖一个女生是很害怕下...不知道从何入手...
当我敢伸手去拖她时...居然收到的回答是..........
想知道她说什么吗？哈哈...
为什么现在才拖..刚才在里面时我的手很冷...
wahhhhh..听到她这样说真的给她吓死...
因为我是她的第二任男友...她有经验了...但我没嘛...要很大勇气的叻....
她过后有问我...为何没有像她的第一任搭着她肩膀走街...
walau...当时听到人都呆了...
当时就想...15岁着样搭着走来走去的...又矮矮的...给人看到几不好看啊....
哈哈...
接着...过了三个月吧...我发觉原来我这不熟于爱...只是怀着好奇的心态...
当然当中有喜欢啦...就是没有爱存在而已...
就这样...第一任就被我伤害了...回想起来真的对不起她...过了几个月后...
我找回她谈天...当时她有了新男友了...我就大胆无耻的问她...那时有为我伤心过吗？...
她答有...还哭了几天..当时听到让我很过意不去...就和她道歉了...当然我和她都属于pass tense了...她也忘了我所做所为了...彼此都当着有一个美好的回忆过...到了今天...我也有不时的找她吹下水...大家还是老朋友的...就这样第一段故事的结束了...^^
在第一个故事当中..我学会了喜欢和爱...^^
第二任就留下回有兴趣再说吧..^^
saturday
15.41 p.m.
在同一天的今天...很有mood去写我的Blog...
在00.33的今天和一个朋友通话...
她说我的Blog很闷...那我就问她...
如何才不闷..写什么才不会闷到你...
然后她就提议我..写我的爱情故事...
哈哈...说真的...我的爱情故事一点都不精彩的...
在我迈进20岁的人生当中...我拍了三次拖...
第一任是在我的中三PMR Trial时开次的...
第二任是在中五七月未发生的...
第三任是在我中五出来后做工发展的...
第四任是还没有的...哈哈哈哈...
来回忆下第一任...
我是从我的好朋友拿得到她电话的..说起来不算是拿到...
故事是这样的...在那年...年少的我和我朋友们很喜欢玩miss call...
而这段故事就是我朋友玩divert call..让我认识她的...
她..想听故事的你是认识的..她叫廖佩贻...大过我5,6个月...
当时就是一通divert call..让我们认识..我们就互相通短讯...
得知她是我小学的同学...当然我们通讯了有几个月了就约出来见面...
哈哈...因为小学时听说她是个不错下的美女...
当第一次的见到她的感觉蛮不错的..身穿白衣...
在当天过后..我们有通短讯...不知什么阴差阳错..我谈到和她做朋友...
她就复我..只是朋友罢了？？
当时我也口爽爽的说..干嘛...那要当我女朋友吗？
意象不到她居然答应了...这段情就这样开始了...
想不到吧...哈哈...
第一次学人拍拖...带着15岁，什么都好奇的男生心情...就这样和她发展了...
原来第一次伸手去拖一个女生是很害怕下...不知道从何入手...
当我敢伸手去拖她时...居然收到的回答是..........
想知道她说什么吗？哈哈...
为什么现在才拖..刚才在里面时我的手很冷...
wahhhhh..听到她这样说真的给她吓死...
因为我是她的第二任男友...她有经验了...但我没嘛...要很大勇气的叻....
她过后有问我...为何没有像她的第一任搭着她肩膀走街...
walau...当时听到人都呆了...
当时就想...15岁着样搭着走来走去的...又矮矮的...给人看到几不好看啊....
哈哈...
接着...过了三个月吧...我发觉原来我这不熟于爱...只是怀着好奇的心态...
当然当中有喜欢啦...就是没有爱存在而已...
就这样...第一任就被我伤害了...回想起来真的对不起她...过了几个月后...
我找回她谈天...当时她有了新男友了...我就大胆无耻的问她...那时有为我伤心过吗？...
她答有...还哭了几天..当时听到让我很过意不去...就和她道歉了...当然我和她都属于pass tense了...她也忘了我所做所为了...彼此都当着有一个美好的回忆过...到了今天...我也有不时的找她吹下水...大家还是老朋友的...就这样第一段故事的结束了...^^
在第一个故事当中..我学会了喜欢和爱...^^
第二任就留下回有兴趣再说吧..^^
My Kampar Frenz
10.4.2010
saturday
15.14p.m.
(朋友）
不经不觉我year2的朋友在昨天已经是最后一天了...
有些就顺利毕业...而有些就要看下星期的考试是否顺利及格...
在此预祝他们成功毕业啦...
很高兴认识他们这么“废”的朋友...让我收藏已久的“废”呈现出来...
哈哈...谢了...下学期不懂还有没有朋友陪一起废废的下去...
他们教会我怎么喝酒...怎样苦中作乐...当你学要帮助时..他们从不say no...
希望他们偶尔会聚居，和想起我...约我出来废下...
在他们的口中我叫小狗...因为他们成立了一个帮会...（DC Gruop）
D的意思是DOG，而C的意思就是CRAB...加起来就是（狗蟹）要用广东音读哦!!
哈哈,人家听到DC还以为什么名牌呢...xD
我最迟入门..所以我叫小狗...
给人那样叫有些人被那样叫会不爽，而我蛮高兴的...
因为我也这样称呼回他们阿...狗皇，狗丞相,狗长老,老狗，高狗，奸狗，胡须狗，肥狗，咸色狗，小狗，还有一只老鼠和一只猫...动物全都在这了...哈哈
在我人生中已刻下了这段狗狗事迹在我心中了..短短2年...以让我们友谊长存...^^
哈哈，肉麻的一句..我爱你们..我的朋友...xD
saturday
15.14p.m.
(朋友）
不经不觉我year2的朋友在昨天已经是最后一天了...
有些就顺利毕业...而有些就要看下星期的考试是否顺利及格...
在此预祝他们成功毕业啦...
很高兴认识他们这么“废”的朋友...让我收藏已久的“废”呈现出来...
哈哈...谢了...下学期不懂还有没有朋友陪一起废废的下去...
他们教会我怎么喝酒...怎样苦中作乐...当你学要帮助时..他们从不say no...
希望他们偶尔会聚居，和想起我...约我出来废下...
在他们的口中我叫小狗...因为他们成立了一个帮会...（DC Gruop）
D的意思是DOG，而C的意思就是CRAB...加起来就是（狗蟹）要用广东音读哦!!
哈哈,人家听到DC还以为什么名牌呢...xD
我最迟入门..所以我叫小狗...
给人那样叫有些人被那样叫会不爽，而我蛮高兴的...
因为我也这样称呼回他们阿...狗皇，狗丞相,狗长老,老狗，高狗，奸狗，胡须狗，肥狗，咸色狗，小狗，还有一只老鼠和一只猫...动物全都在这了...哈哈
在我人生中已刻下了这段狗狗事迹在我心中了..短短2年...以让我们友谊长存...^^
哈哈，肉麻的一句..我爱你们..我的朋友...xD
Thursday, April 8, 2010
Wednesday, April 7, 2010
8.4.2010 day
8.4.2010
thursday...
2.45a.m.
Raining day..
duno y today very hav mood to upload old photo..
n see back all these photo..
i feel tat i really old alr...
wearing school uniform...
so miss it..
n travel...
my 1st job..working at the store..
my last year coursemate...
my 1st presentation in my life..
all this thing also come out today..
haha...
really lik a old man D...
1 ppl hav how many 10 years...
i going hav 2 d..
nw c back..
i small start learn walk..
learn speak..
start to school..
make frenz..
standard 1..2..3..4..5..6
form 1..2..3..4..5
college..cert 4..diploma year 1...
13 year for study alr..
so long..xD
n think think..wat i hav learn...
learn how to make frenz..
how to communicate with frenz..
how to learn bad..(fight,cheat,play,glambing,ponteng)
haha...nt only bad la..also many good d..
juz dun wan write only..later ppl say me so Ai no good la..
ppl always say...all thing we must try...so all this thing i also try..
haha...of course no try Drug la...xP
but still hav many thing i havnt hav a chance try..
example..drunk..xxx...xxx...and so on...
hope hav a day i can try it...^^
hope tat day will nt long la..
ok lah...3 alr...time to bed...
nite..
thursday...
2.45a.m.
Raining day..
duno y today very hav mood to upload old photo..
n see back all these photo..
i feel tat i really old alr...
wearing school uniform...
so miss it..
n travel...
my 1st job..working at the store..
my last year coursemate...
my 1st presentation in my life..
all this thing also come out today..
haha...
really lik a old man D...
1 ppl hav how many 10 years...
i going hav 2 d..
nw c back..
i small start learn walk..
learn speak..
start to school..
make frenz..
standard 1..2..3..4..5..6
form 1..2..3..4..5
college..cert 4..diploma year 1...
13 year for study alr..
so long..xD
n think think..wat i hav learn...
learn how to make frenz..
how to communicate with frenz..
how to learn bad..(fight,cheat,play,glambing,ponteng)
haha...nt only bad la..also many good d..
juz dun wan write only..later ppl say me so Ai no good la..
ppl always say...all thing we must try...so all this thing i also try..
haha...of course no try Drug la...xP
but still hav many thing i havnt hav a chance try..
example..drunk..xxx...xxx...and so on...
hope hav a day i can try it...^^
hope tat day will nt long la..
ok lah...3 alr...time to bed...
nite..
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
A nite~
7.4.2010
wednesday
0.26a.m.
Now very hot n very silent..
1 ppl at room also duno can do wat..
yesterday...tuesday morning..
haiz..get exam timetable d...
next monday exam tamadun islam..
next friday exam marketing..
next next wednesday e-comm..
ZzZzzZ
Still watching 小宝与康熙zzz
Haha..Tml start to study.!!!!!
Day Day say..Day Day lie...
God r...help me ler..
let me force study la...
haizzzzzz
looking outside...
see d sky...
saw d star...
lollx
reli cnt b old ppl..
duno how to old ppl...xP
sick i think recover jor..
later 9 am class..duno can wake up mou ler..
nvm la...last week d..
late go college agian la..xD
haiz..
pay Rm20 fees d..now look lik poor d...
nw only 7 april..left Rm100
need to use this money until 21 april..
14 days...1 days only can use Rm7..
lolx...can live anot?? @.@
save money save money!!!!
ok la...today until here la..
Good nite.. :D
wednesday
0.26a.m.
Now very hot n very silent..
1 ppl at room also duno can do wat..
yesterday...tuesday morning..
haiz..get exam timetable d...
next monday exam tamadun islam..
next friday exam marketing..
next next wednesday e-comm..
ZzZzzZ
Still watching 小宝与康熙zzz
Haha..Tml start to study.!!!!!
Day Day say..Day Day lie...
God r...help me ler..
let me force study la...
haizzzzzz
looking outside...
see d sky...
saw d star...
lollx
reli cnt b old ppl..
duno how to old ppl...xP
sick i think recover jor..
later 9 am class..duno can wake up mou ler..
nvm la...last week d..
late go college agian la..xD
haiz..
pay Rm20 fees d..now look lik poor d...
nw only 7 april..left Rm100
need to use this money until 21 april..
14 days...1 days only can use Rm7..
lolx...can live anot?? @.@
save money save money!!!!
ok la...today until here la..
Good nite.. :D
Monday, April 5, 2010
Ntg
6.4.2010
tuesday..
0.24 am
Sien..
ntg to do
come write blog lor
today sick d..
zzz
still eat tom yam zzz
duno write wat...
haiz..
dun write la.. bo mood write r..
bye.!
tuesday..
0.24 am
Sien..
ntg to do
come write blog lor
today sick d..
zzz
still eat tom yam zzz
duno write wat...
haiz..
dun write la.. bo mood write r..
bye.!
Thursday, April 1, 2010
IpoH Day~~
1-4-2009
thursday
21.04
Hahahaaha
Long timd in write blog d...
Today april fool..
let my frenz remind me to write blog...
today quite happy..
Ipoh day with my F4....
Every sem we also like tat 1..
last min only wan Ipoh day..
Exam near near near again..
until nw still nt yt open book n note to c...
also duno die or nt die..
Haha..
dun better it...
Today We go watch tat movie call... Clash of the Titans
this movie nt very ok la..few part i also feel nt good..
duno how to say..
yesterday tat movie how to train your dragon...is very good
i very lik to watch it...
damn nice..
haha...
n take few sozai photo...
tat dai b ken so noob in basket 1..
lose to boon lai tat jok jok...
haha...
damn funny ther two..
april fool still got wat?
haha...
duno ler...
ok la..
today write until here...
hehe
thursday
21.04
Hahahaaha
Long timd in write blog d...
Today april fool..
let my frenz remind me to write blog...
today quite happy..
Ipoh day with my F4....
Every sem we also like tat 1..
last min only wan Ipoh day..
Exam near near near again..
until nw still nt yt open book n note to c...
also duno die or nt die..
Haha..
dun better it...
Today We go watch tat movie call... Clash of the Titans
this movie nt very ok la..few part i also feel nt good..
duno how to say..
yesterday tat movie how to train your dragon...is very good
i very lik to watch it...
damn nice..
haha...
n take few sozai photo...
tat dai b ken so noob in basket 1..
lose to boon lai tat jok jok...
haha...
damn funny ther two..
april fool still got wat?
haha...
duno ler...
ok la..
today write until here...
hehe
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