My Sem break trip + my Birthday and result release...!!!

19-26 sept 2010 this few day..
i have went to HK...Macau...And China...xD
at this trip..i hav 1st time to try whole body massage...
bt...ppl say very syok...bt why i feel pain d..?? = ="
can also eat a lot of expensive food...hehe...^^
yesterday is a most nervous day...because my result and my birthday at the same day...
that feeling is...very very scare + nervous..!!!
cos i feel tat this around exam i will only knw to do 3 paper...and other 3 paper sure will fail it...and tat kok keng early early come n tell me him pass alr and only fail 1...make me more worry..cos he study performance is nt well then me...if he pass i fail more..no face to school jor..>.< Bt still good...this time exam result also make me very happy..although fail 1 paper...!!! Never thing can get A...also get 1 A come back...other 1B+ 2B 1B- and 1 fail... the most happy thing is...the most subject i scare 1 i get B...xD still good fail english paper...no need memories 1... if fail other subject...cham jor...need memories til die...!! Hehe...My birthday receive many wish ler....at facebook alr 1/2 ppl come n wish me alr...xD some are no facebook also come n wish me...they rmb my birthday...so happy for it... Thx beng tick ask me for MP...thx pooi theng & her BF...kent kok...and my dear... this is the 4 year we are birthday n celebrate together.. And my DC gang...thx them come ipoh to celebrate with me...bring me go a place drink other country beer...and chat til 2 something...n play mahjong until 5 something...>.<
really syok..haha...last time i rmb i very wish hav a great bithday 1 and many frenz together 1...bt nw...i juz wish hav a few buddy eat a dinner with me only....xD
ok la...xP

想起"妳"

很久很久很久没写“妳”了...
今天突然想起妳...记得妳以前是第一个我带回家的女生...
因为今天我带了两个女生回家和茶...聊天...看戏..吃东西...
感觉蛮不错的..就好像好好好朋友一样..什么都可以吹...
真希望这个友情不会改变吧...
说真的...如果当初我没有想太多..
或许我们到现在还是好知己..无话不谈...
虽知道..未来的东西没人会知...
如果可以我知道的话..我希望我没有去想太多...把友情变爱情...
就不会搞到这地步...就因为这样...
到现在为止...我好像还不能接受新的感情...
怕受伤？怕家人反对？怕自己不定性？怕..怕什么？？
现在渐渐感觉好像已失去了信心去爱一个人...
爱一个人可以很容易...但...爱上了...被她抛弃...就很很不好受啊...也很难忘掉...
拍过拖...到现在还不懂是不是真的...可能我当是真...可能妳会当没一回事...
有时后..真想问..妳记得我们拍过拖吗？ 没法啊...谁叫妳应该是唯一让我感觉到爱是什么东西的女生...
爱...人说时间可以冲淡一切...但...淡...淡...就只有淡...却是没法忘记全部...
一些残留的回忆留在脑海里...！算吧...已经是过期式了...
谁能让我可以找回爱的感觉啊...很希望她会出现在我的眼前...
有时后..真的很想找个女朋友...可以哄她...抱她...亲她...做个疼女朋友的男生...
曾经就试想过找个人来开刀...
但是...这算是喜欢或爱吗？？
我知道自己是好色...想找个女生满足自己的欲望...
但我不希望单单为了满足欲望...而去找个女的朋友...
可知道...这样会对不起人家..更对不起自己....
没爱的感情就只是“色色”的去找个异性而已...
很快就会没情的份量在了...这就是无为的事！！！
今天和两位女生谈起了男生...我们都认为男生多数是play boy...
就play过了就找新对象play过...
PLAY BOY...有时后就有股很冲动想跑去当PLAY BOY...
但还好理性来压制着自己...没做这白痴的事...Haha...= =''
爱啊...几时才会出现让人我有爱感觉的女朋友啊...
开心点啊...今天是自己华人生日也...
哈哈...在这也祝妳生日快了...
虽然我们同年同月同日出世...但是时间有各不同...
妳华人生日就比我迟一天...Hehe...祝妳快快乐乐哦...


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是很矛盾的东西来的...如果有一天...妳会看到...
我希望你能让我知道..和回答我收了很久的疑问...xD
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